Not Again...

I can't believe she did this again. Me and my now ex girlfriend got into this big fight...and now I have more bruises to cover. She swore she'd never do it again...and me being the stupid idiot I believed her. I knew I shouldn't have...I've been in many abusive relationships...but for some reason I did believe her. At least these ones aren't as bad as the last ones...and these ones I deserved. I said a lot of things that I shouldn't have said to her...I knew if I said them that I'd get pushed and hit...why did I have to say them?? I'm so stupid!!!!  The worst part is...I still love her and want to be with her....