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[18 Mar 2005|06:39pm]

oz_surfer
[ mood | tired ]

Jimmy Eat World - Kill

Well, you're just across the street
Looks a mile to my feet
I wanna go to you
Funny how I'm nervous still
I've always been the easy kill
I guess I always will

Could it be that everything goes 'round by chance? (chance?)
Or only one way that it was always meant to be (be)
You kill me, you always know the perfect thing to say (hey hey,
hey hey)
I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away

I can picture your face well
From the bar in my hotel
I wish I'd go to you
I pick up put down the phone
Like your favorite Heatmeiser song goes
It's just like being alone

Oh God, please don't tell me this has been in vain (vain)
I need answers for what all the waiting after means (means)
You kill me, you've got some nerve, but can't face your mistakes
(hey hey, hey hey)
I know what I should do, but I just can't turn away

So go on love
Leave while there's still hope for escape
Gotta take what you can these days
There's so much ahead
So much regret
I know what you want to say
(Know what you want to say)
I know people can't help feeling differently
I loved you, and I should have said it
Tell me just what has it ever meant?

I can't help it baby, this is who I am (am)
Sorry, but I can't just go turn off how I feel (feel)
You kill me, you build me up, but just to watch me break (hey
hey, hey hey)
I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away

CMNT

Finch - What It Is To Burn? [29 Jan 2005|10:59am]

offerstnds4ever
[ mood | gloomy ]

(SHE BURNS)
Today's on fire
The sky is bleeding above me, and I am blistered 
I walk these lines of blasphemy, every day
And still…

Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her 
She's the only one who knows, what it is 
to burn

I feel diseased 
Is there no sympathy, from the sun
The sky's still fire
But I am safe in here, from the world 
outside

So tell me 
What's the price to pay for glory

Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her 
She's the only one who knows, what it is 
to burn

Today is fire, and she burns 
Today is fire, and she burns
SHE BURNS,SHE BURNS, SHE BURNS!!!

Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her 
She's the only one who knows, what it is to 
burn
1 READ + CMNT

funeral for a friend - red is the new black [28 Jan 2005|01:55am]

offerstnds4ever
[ mood | disappointed ]

Can't pretend that you're nothing special
You've got to look at all of your options
You can't decide what to go for
When it's all about trust (it's all about trust)
You see your self on the TV
You read your magazines
You can't explain how it's come to be this
Stop and think.
When it's all about trust (it's all about trust)

This coverage your centre spread
Your neon light daydream will shatter and break
And if you think I'm thinking of your value here
You're the one who's losing control

This eventual stop this, break in the mold
I scream down this hotline just to feel something

This situation, isn't getting any better
I see that look in your eyes
You want to see a pretty face
There isn't anything wrong with giving up
And for what it's worth, I still hate you.

This situation isn't getting any better, I see that look in your eye

CMNT

How's it gonna be,when there's no one there to talk to. [27 Jan 2005|05:11pm]

_foxie_
[ mood | frustrated ]

I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore
Before you take a swing
I wonder what are we fighting for
When I say out loud
I wanna get out of this
I wonder is there anything
I'm gonna miss

I wonder how it's gonna to be
When you don't know me
How's it gonna be
When you're sure I'm not there
How's it gonna be
When there's no one there to talk to
Between you and me
Cause I don't care
How's it gonna be
How's it gonna be

Where we used to laugh
There's a shouting match
Sharp as a thumbnail scratch
A silence I can't ignore
Like the hammock by the doorway we spent time in 
the swings empty
Don't see lightning like last fall
When it was always about to hit me

I wonder how's it gonna be
When it goes down
How's it gonna be

When you're not around
How's it gonna be
When you found out there was nothing
Between you and me
Cause I don't care
How's it gonna be</em>
</font>
</font>How's it gonna be
When you don't know me anymore
And how's it gonn be?

CMNT

Underoath - Its Dangerous Business Walking Out Your Front Door [17 Jan 2005|02:48pm]

offerstnds4ever
[ mood | annoyed ]

I've been up at this all night long 
I've been drowning in my sleep 
I've prayed for your safe place 
And its time for us to leave 

Time is running, it's running on empty 
And the gas is running out 
I've decided that tonight is the night 
That I set love aside 
Full speed ahead this seems to be the place 
I've seen this once before 
Planned perfection sought in my dreams 
Hoping this would take you home 

My knuckles have turned to white 
There's no turning back tonight 
So kiss me one last time 

Around this turn where the cross will cast your shadow 
The people will all gather 
To remember such a day where the flames grew as high 
As trees 
And the world stopped for you and me 

My knuckles have turned to white 
There's no turning back tonight 
(So hold on tight) 
Kiss me one last time 
(Shut your eyes) 

I will now bring new meaning to the word alone 
Endless nights of dreaming of life 
And the days we should have spent here 

Drowning in my sleep, I'm drowning in my sleep 

Glass shatters and comes to a halt 
I thought we'd be there by now 
I thought it would be so much quicker than this 

Pain has never been so brilliant 
I made sure you were buckled in 
Now you can walk hand in hand with him 

My knuckles have turned to white 
There's no turning back tonight 
(So hold on tight) 
Kiss me one last time 
(Shut your...)

CMNT

[17 Jan 2005|10:59am]

punk_rok_prncss
[ mood | okay ]

Hoobstank
"Never There"

[1st verse:]
I'm filling up inside
Like i need to open wide
And pour my heart out to you
But i'll just get denied
And all i wanted was someone to hear what i'm going through

[chorus:]
Everytime that i need you around
You're never there (never there)
You're never there (never there)
Because in my life is where i need you now
But you're never there (never there)
You're never there (never there)

[2nd verse:]
You were supposed to see
All the signs i left to read in front of your face
You were supposed to be
The closest thing to being me
But you're the furthest away
That's because.....

[chorus:]
Everytime that i need you around
You're never there (never there)
You're never there (never there)
Because in my life is where i need you now
But you're never there (never there)
You're never there (never there)

You're never there

And i doubt
That i will ever find out
If there's a way to get out
Of feeling all alone
Cause latley
I've been thinking
Maybe
That no one's going to save me
I'll do it on my own.....

On my own

[chorus:]
Everytime that i need you around
You're never there (never there)
You're never there (never there)
Because in my life is where i need you now
But you're never there (never there)
You're never there (never there)

CMNT

[11 Jan 2005|03:11pm]

punk_rok_prncss
[ mood | sad ]

Yellow Card- 1 year 6 months ago


So many nights, legs tangled tight
Wrap me up in a dream with you
Close up these eyes, try not to cry
All that I've got to pull me through is memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that we can share
Falling into memories of you and things we used to do

CMNT

Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down [10 Jan 2005|03:44am]

offerstnds4ever
[ mood | crappy ]

*its so wierd whenever i feel crappy i listen to dashboard , ironic?* well heres the lyrics ........
Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep
This air is blessed, you share with me
This night is wild, so calm and dull
These hearts they race from self-control
Your legs are smooth as they graze mine
We're doing fine, we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me, so I die happy
My heart is yours, to fill or burst
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry
Whichever you prefer

The words are hushed, let's not get busted,
Just lay entwined here undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions..
hey did you get some?
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close
they can't hear, so we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me, so I die happy
My heart is yours, to fill or burst
To break or bury, or wear as jewelry
Whichever you prefer

Hands down, this is the best day I can ever remember
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo, 
The dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair
That you twirled in your fingers
And the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
And this walk that we shared together
The streets were wet and the gate was locked
So I jumped it, and let you in
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
And you kissed me like you meant it
And I knew that you meant it
That you meant it, that you meant it
And I knew that you meant it, that you meant it.
CMNT

FOOLISH GAMES* [30 Dec 2004|06:35pm]

_foxie_
[ mood | distressed ]

You took your coat off and stood in the rain,
You're always crazy like that.
And I watched from my window,
Always felt I was outside looking in on you.
You're always the mysterious one with
Dark eyes and careless hair,
You were fashionably sensitive
But too cool to care.
You stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
Besides some comment on the weather.

Well in case you failed to notice,
In case you failed to see,
This is my heart bleeding before you,
This is me down on my knees, and...

These foolish games are tearing me apart,
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart.
You're breaking my heart.
You're always brilliant in the morning,
Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee.
Your philosophies on art, Baroque moved you.
You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones
As I clumsily strummed my guitar.
You'd teach me of honest things,
Things that were daring, things that were clean.
Things that knew what an honest dollar did mean.
I hid my soiled hands behind my back.
Somewhere along the line, I must've gone
Off track with you.


Well, excuse me, guess I've mistaken you for somebody else,
Somebody who gave a damn,
Somebody more like myself.


You took your coat off,
Stood in the rain,
You're always crazy like that.


Foolish games-jewel

CMNT

Hellogoodbye - Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn [30 Dec 2004|04:07am]

offerstnds4ever
the wilted flowers that i gave 
were not as nice as your bouqet 
all the lyrics that i wrote 
not as smart as the words you spoke 
the starlight above my hometown 
aint as bright as the star ive found 
every drawing that i drew 
was never ever as cute as you 

I'm serious as a heart attack 
im looking in my almanac 
ive gotta find out all the things 
and find out where she got her wings 
shimmy shimmy quarter turn 
i feel like i will never learn 
how can i check lost and found 
when im too busy getting down 

gotta get it back to 
a back up plan to find you 
start acceleration 
take it back to square one 

gotta get it back to 
a back up plan to find you 
start acceleration 
take it back to square one 

i swear that im not kidding 
were just trying to fit in 
with all the other answers 
questions never confirmed 
states that keep us far apart 
turn down the beating of my heart 
mark the places in my book 
with photographs we never took 
i swear that im not kidding 
night time is so pretty 
with all the stars above your eyes 
im sneaking out and making ties 
states that keep us far apart 
track the beating with a chart 
mark the rythyms that i shook 
everytime i caught you look 

gotta get it back to 
a back up plan to find you 
start acceleration 
take it back to square one 

gotta get it back to 
a back up plan to find you 
start acceleration 
take it back to square one 

gotta get it back to 
a back up plan to find you 
start acceleration 
take it back to square one 

gotta get it back to 
a back up plan to find you 
start acceleration 
take it back to square one 
CMNT

Kelly Clarkson- Behind these hazel eyes. [25 Dec 2004|06:26pm]

_foxie_
[ mood | confused ]

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong

Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes.

 

*Kelly Clarkson- Behind these hazel eyes.*

 


CMNT

Incubus-Stellar [21 Dec 2004|08:34am]

punk_rok_prncss
[ mood | iLoveThisSong ]

Meet me in outerspace
We could spend the night, watch the earth come up
I've grown tired of that place, wont you come with me
We could start again

How do you do it, make me feel like I do
How do you do it, its better than I ever knew
Meet me in outerspace
I will hold you close, If your afraid of heights
I need you to see this place, It might be the only way
That I can show you how, it feels to be inside of you
How do you it, make me feel like I do
How do you do it, its better than I ever knew
How do you do it, make me feel like I do
Do oh oh oh oh oh
You are stellar
You are stellar
How do you it, make me feel like I do
How do you do it, its better than I ever knew
How do you do it, make me feel like I do
How do you do it, make me feel like I do, Yeah.

CMNT

Kelly Clarkson-Since You Been Gone [18 Dec 2004|06:28pm]

_foxie_
[ mood | blah ]

Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone


You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah Yeah
Since you've been gone


And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you've been gone


How can I put it? you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

How come I never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way


But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone

You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again


Since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get
I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone

CMNT

Thrice - All thats left [15 Dec 2004|01:02am]

offerstnds4ever
[ mood | drained ]

one day the dreamers died within us when all our answers never came we hid the truth beneath our skin but our shadows never looked the same a ghost is all that's left of everything we swore we never would forget we tired to bleed the sickness but we drained our hearts instead we are the dead and when we couldn't stop the bleeding we held our hearts over the flame we couldn't help but call it treason after that we couldn't fill our frames after that our shadows never looked the same a ghost is all that's left of everything we swore we never would forget we tried to bleed the sickness but we drained our hearts instead we are the dead in summers past we'd challenge fate with higher pitch and perfect aim and standing fast, we'd radiate a light we loved but never named but the answers never came and our shadows never looked the same a ghost is all that's left of everything we swore we never would forget we tried to bleed the sickness but we drained our hearts instead we are the dead a ghost of everything we though but never said we tried to bleed the sickness but we drained our hearts instead we are the ones who lost our faith we dug ourselves an early grave we are the dead, can we be saved?

CMNT

this is for you. [12 Dec 2004|02:37am]

_foxie_
[ mood | discontent ]

So denied so I lied are you the now or never kind
In a day and a day love I'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had are you cool with just tonight
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Put your name on the line along with place and time
Wanna stay not to go I wanna ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

</font>

CMNT

Underoath - Giving Up Hurts The Most [11 Dec 2004|02:14am]

offerstnds4ever
[ mood | depressed ]

angels mourn crying, praying for your soul
as my eyes open from their state of sleep i feel my blood
turn into a frozen river
nightmares so close death was in the air
my heart locked shut, and i gave you the key
promise never to leave
as lies hold me emptiness fills my broken heart
screaming your name hoping for a response, silence summer
drowned by winter
to look in your face and realized the time we spent the chances i
had have drifted away from my fingertips
your life, your thoughts, your dreams, your love
never tried my hardest and now i cray as the hurt enters
i love you and i still love you
even though i never showed it
a piece of me is gone forever
clutching memories held so close
repeating words of love spoken to late
my eyes look all around but all they can focus on is you
for in you i find me
days past by and thy death still lingers
this coldness will never satisfy me
i want to be surrounded by angels in a place
where the sun is so warm it burns my insides
surrounded by angels
where love takes my darkest depressions
and throws it into the deepest of sea
a place i can call home, i'm crying to you Jesus
mend me, break me, make me
you're all i've got now
my eyes look all around but all they can focus on is you
for in you i find me
farewell my friend your time has come
and never will i be able to tell you i love you again

CMNT

*RaZoR* By:Head Automatica [09 Dec 2004|03:11pm]

punk_rok_prncss

This is television, late night television, scripted with precision
A corner store pulp fiction sits where your heart isn't
And with your eyes so green, and your pinkish theme
You made an old friend seem rather dead to me
Alas, the weapon sex can be

Your body is a weapon and you're afraid it could get out
A friend of the devil and you're afraid it could get out

Don't say i don't cut when i do, i do, i do
Don't say i'm lying when i'm true, i'm true, i'm true
The razor

You rub of suspicious, so vile and aniscious, with a heart so vicious
And dare you ask what this is, this is so delicious
To eat the best of you like the others do
We take your pride from you
The drive-in, the embassy, the jets, it's all the same to me

Your body is a weapon and you're afraid it could get out
CMNT

[08 Dec 2004|11:16am]

punk_rok_prncss
[ mood | silly ]

Head Automatica
"Beating Heart Baby"

(Beating Heart Baby)
Baby is this love for real?
(Beating Heart Baby)
Let me in your arms to feel
(Beating Heart Baby)
The beating of your heart, baby
(Beating Heart Baby)
The beating of you heart, baby

You, you want nothing to do with me [x2]
I, I don't know what to do with you
Cuz you don't know what you do to me

[Chorus:]
Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
The beating heart baby
The beating of your heart, baby
[repeat]

Girl, you really got your hold on me [x2]
Girl, you gotta get away from me
'Cause you want nothing to do with me

[Chorus (x2)]

In spite of you
Even out of view
Still I love all of you
I do, yeah
[repeat]

You, you want nothing to do with me [x2]

[Chorus (x3)]

CMNT

[07 Dec 2004|12:58pm]

punk_rok_prncss
[ mood | frustrated ]

*Finch*
-Without You-

The storm is bad tonight,
So how could I awake without you here?
Your picture's on the wall,
You haven't called
But I'll wait for you

To her own reflection, she says, "I will hold on"
To her own reflection, she says, "I will be strong"

The storm is letting up,
But it won't die
If you weren't right was I?
Your picture still remains,
But I wonder are you still the same?

To her own reflection, she says, "I will hold on"
To her own reflection, she says, "I will be strong"

Am I losing you?

I've waited, I've waited til it's over
It's over now

CMNT

Atreyu - Right Side Of The Bed [06 Dec 2004|02:01am]

offerstnds4ever
[ mood | gloomy ]

Come on! 

And I can see her now,
dancing around, her drink in hand,
All her baggage you tow,
I just want to forget and let go of all the joy,
all of the pain, 
I took your guilt and placed it into me. 
And now I kiss it goodbye, 
our last dance ended fatally.

Who's been sleeping on my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard?
Baby you just died. 
Who's been sleeping on my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard?
Have you ever cried so hard?

And there she goes again.
Another masquerade in false circumstance.
She'll fuck you just for the taste.
I just wish that I could replace,
All the memories of what makes my blood run cold.
And as your blood runs through me,
I say goodbye to what we had. 

Who's been sleeping in my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard?
Baby you just died. 
Who's been sleeping in my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard?
Have you ever cried so hard?

She came and went. 
I gnawed through my lip, makeup smeared in her eyes
each sob's a reason to say goodbye
Sometimes when your holding on, 
you'll never see the light

With flowers in her hair, 
Gazed upon with dead lovers eyes. 
She never looked so good, 
and I never felt so right. 

With flowers in her hair, 
Gazed upon with dead lovers eyes. 
She never looked so good, 
and I never felt so right. 
I never felt so right. 
I never felt so WRONG! 

*whispering* 
With flowers in her hair, 
Gazed upon with dead lovers eyes. 
She never looked so good, 
and I never felt so right. 

Who's been sleeping on my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard?
Baby you just died. 
Who's been sleeping on my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard?
Have you ever cried so hard?

YOU JUST DIED!
CMNT

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