1) i just needed to join some community that is about cutting etc.
2) i didnt want help. i kinda didnt get it that this community is all about helping.
3) im leaving.
none of you told me what to do to not cut, no one. i asked for help, okay, temporary help. is that why none of you wanted to help? coz it wouldnt be temporary? well fuck it, im leaving, im cutting, im trying to stop for a week so that when my friend comes over all she sees are the scars.
i dont blame you about the scars. theyre pretty.
i blame you for not seeing me. im invisible here too.
and one reason for leaving this community is coz i dont want my friends to find out that im cutting. well, 2 or 3 of them know.