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[22 Nov 2004|09:39pm]
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newbie [19 Sep 2004|12:19am]

[ mood | accomplished ]

Hey all.

I thought I'd come and post and join. I found this in one of my Emo communities. The person was quite persistant so here I am. I've been a cutter for 4 years.

anymore questions?

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help online [07 Aug 2004|05:40pm]


Something I found online about how to stop or help someone stop...Collapse )

Hope this will help somebody, eventually.


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FUCKFUCKFUCK [03 Aug 2004|03:14pm]

[ mood | Stupid ]

Er as soon as I posted that I relizied that that girl is a member here, so, chloe, if your readin this please dont read the below post I made, thanks in advance.

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[03 Aug 2004|03:05pm]

[ mood | pissed off ]

Howdy, I've been a member here for a while but never posted. So I was just thinking, What the fuck, life sucks, i'm gonna write about it. Hell in the last few days I met this Girl that I somehow ended up liking allot the day I met. Then she ends up Burning me because she doesn't wanna hurt her best friends feelings, they arent even going out. >_< Oh yea a little after she told me that, me and my dad got in another fight an I kinda think he broke my nose. He is an assfuck. I hate him. By the way I have a key logger so sorry if he comes on compalinin everyone here is sick fucks or somethin like that.............Um.......Lets see. I feel like cutting so damn bad right now. I did a few small ones this morning but nothing bad, Um.......Whats a good way to get your mind off cutting? Well I'm gonna go, so bye bye

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[15 Jul 2004|01:32am]

[ mood | depressed ]

Hey, I'm new here, and I cut before, but I stopped. I still feel the urge a lot when I am alone at night, or when my depression is really bad. I started because I used to get terrible migraines that I had for 3 months straight. Cutting was to have another form of pain. I still get migraines, but not as bad. My depression is still bad, even as my migraines are pretty much gone. Cutting is like an addiction, that I am trying to fight. I decided to join this because sometimes I really need encoragement to not cut when I want to. I want to now, but I am trying to not cut myself. Yeah, so thats it for now.

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New [11 Jul 2004|10:41pm]

[ mood | geeky ]

Hello everyone! I'm Lyndzee, i'm 18 and I'm from Cleveland Ohio. I was looking through a friends info page and I saw this community and I wanted to check it out. Well I think I would fit in here... I don't exactly hurt myself, like cut myself or whatnot, but I emotionally beat myself up everyday, almost 24/7. Like I always feel like theres something wrong and no one understands me and I feel so alone. I really think I have Generalized Aniexty Disorder but I don't want to go to the doctor and I dont want to tell/talk my friends cause I'm afraid they will be like wow your a freak.. yeah know?! I have some really close friends who burn themselves and cut themselves, so I'm used to talked to people who just need a friend, someone just to talk to. But I always feel like theres not one there for me! I hope to help and make friends... sound good? Alright I'm out, comment or whatever if u ever just wanna talk.

<3 Lynz

PS~> click the link to see my picture. I'm the one in the blue dress. The guy with me is my stupid ex boyfriend who broke up with me on Valentines Day this year after 2 years... not fun. That hurt so badly. The other girl is my best friend Megan and her boyfriend Don. We all used to be so close cause Steve (my ex) and Don are best friends and Megan and I are best friends. But he broke up with me for a 16 year old chubby cheerleader @ my school, who I helped make the squad in the first place! LoL. Sry for writting so much! Later everyone!

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[23 Jun 2004|10:19pm]

[ mood | frustrated ]

how do u get rid of scars?? i have a wicked bad scar that ses "unloved" on my thigh and its soo noticable. i need 2 get rid of it bc u can see it when i wear my bathing suit. help is wikked needed.

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bye [01 Jun 2004|07:48pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

well gee thanks for the help.

1) i just needed to join some community that is about cutting etc.
2) i didnt want help. i kinda didnt get it that this community is all about helping.
3) im leaving.

none of you told me what to do to not cut, no one. i asked for help, okay, temporary help. is that why none of you wanted to help? coz it wouldnt be temporary? well fuck it, im leaving, im cutting, im trying to stop for a week so that when my friend comes over all she sees are the scars.

i dont blame you about the scars. theyre pretty.

i blame you for not seeing me. im invisible here too.

and one reason for leaving this community is coz i dont want my friends to find out that im cutting. well, 2 or 3 of them know.

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[30 May 2004|10:30pm]

[ mood | emo ]

you've got so much to live for
you've got so much left to do
why are you wastin' your life like this
don't give it up, we're not through
you still haven't seen the world
from, a better point a view
i still never had the chance
to tell, i need you
you still didn't pay back that money
you still didn't get any fame
you still didn't prove to your mother
your heart
it's not that lame
you still didn't say you were sorry
to mr. hamilton's ill wife
for takin' your healthy wrists
and slashing them
with her own knife

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[29 May 2004|01:35pm]

[ mood | blank ]

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[27 May 2004|08:58pm]

Hello. i wrote a report about self-injury for my pyschology class, it wasnt a huge report just a research project. but my teacher really liked it and wants me to present it to the class. i was thinking about putting some quotes in it. I was wondering if anyone wanted to say a few words to my very ignorant class about this subject. The only time they have ever heard about self-mutilation was on the real world. *that was kind of a joke* So anything at all..just comment. it would be greatly appreciated. Thanks again.

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[25 May 2004|10:00am]
[ mood | content ]

WEll I failed..... I didn't cut well not really cause I didn't want any scares and sometimes my cuts leave scares. I did do some bruising though and I told my boyfriend and he was so disappointed in me but I was more disappointed in myself. I don't know what to do. I mean I realize what I did and I know I need help. At least now I can try to fix the problems you know. Also thanks to everyone who gave me advice on my last entry...... I am going to stop. I just have to work hard and I will!

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Finally..? [24 May 2004|10:31pm]

[ mood | One of them.. ]

I cut myself up pretty bad, and to tell you the truth things havent been as clear as they are now. And with that said I have kinda decided to stop cutting to try and stop and help myself out of my problems. My razors will never part with me because they give me the security and control I need but still.
Thanks for the comments and help,
good luck with everything



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[21 May 2004|09:28pm]
[ mood | tired ]

im trying to stop.
i dont want to but i dont want my friend to tell my parents so im gonna try.. at least for a while. so that when she comes here she doesnt have a reason to tell my parents.. yea, i know, i should just stop and never cut again but hell, i want to!
i didnt know that this community was about trying to help people stop when i joined.. or i knew but i didnt kinda get it or somthin. but hey, now youve got a chance to help me. so yea, im kinda asking for help now.. i didnt think cutting was that serious before my friend called me and told me that she is gonna call my mom and tell her.. i didnt think that this was a big deal! its just how i do.. if i dont cut i feel so.. empty and i wanna runaway. i hate that feeling.
yup, i know this is kinda fake, i know that i'll start again after she's gone and that i'll have to lie to her but.. theres a million reasons to stop, but i dont want to.
so, if you want to help me to stop for a while just tell me what to do instead of cutting.. please, no "go hang out with your friends" coz they live kinda far ((12km away)), i know i could easily ask my mom to take me there but i like being alone.. or online talking with my good friends.. just tell me what to do!

now you prob think that i cut coz im bored. nope. i have a million reasons to cut.
and you prob dont wanna help me now that you know that i will start again. ..maybe. im not sure, maybe you or/and my friend will help me so much that i dont wanna cut anymore.. okay, now im way too positive about this.

okay, im off.

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:/ [20 May 2004|09:11pm]

[ mood | blah ]

eh, im wikked sketchy on this community. like, i jus dont want my friends accessing it and finding out that i still cut. everyone thinks that ive stopped. but i cant, and i dont kno how. and i dont want to get help from friends bc theyll all b pissed at me if they kno i still do it. and this is where u guys come in.
i go to therapy n all that shit, they think i stopped cutting too. i straight out lie to everyone. but wutever. i dont cut as often, and im sure itll slow down ALOT more bc of summer time and bathing suits ect.
but i still need ppl to help. i cut like 2 days ago. and i didnt cut as deep as usual, but i cut way more. like theres a whole patch on my thigh that is jus red and cut up. theres no normal skin color, its all cuts. and on my hip it says 'hate'.
and i really need to stop. help. just whatever you can say to me, say it.
thanks in advance.

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[20 May 2004|03:12pm]
okay so i don't know what to do cause i just feel like cutting myself everyday i mean i don't caus ei know it would really hurt my boyfriend but it seems like i can't stop thinking about it recently.... it is really bothering me cause i don't know why......... any advice as to try and stop or to think about it less?

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it's a vicious circle... [19 May 2004|11:44am]

[ mood | sad ]

Some of you might remember me posting several weeks ago... About the guy I loved so much finding out about my journal and such... And me cutting myself to Hell.

Well, had I posted a week ago, I would have happily reported that we made up, and that he is actually trying to help me now. No, he doesn't love me back. But we are trying to develop a solid friendship because friendships usually last longer than relationships...

However! It really kills me that he doesn't know how to say things. It's not by constantly telling me: "STOP cutting yourself!" that I will stop! It's not by telling me that I'm beautiful, and that cuts take the beauty away, or by anything else! If I wanna cut, then I will cut! "You cannot change my life! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!" is all I have to say.

There are still many things wrong with me, including a morally abusive father and lots of other shit. Even if that guy is there for me, there are some things he will never be able to change.

So, people... if your friends need to cut, let them be. You're NOT helping by telling them to stop!!!

You CAN, however, HELP them to stop in this LOVING way...Collapse )

Guys... if you wanna help, get a pink highlighter, and do what my friend said. It helped her, and hopefully it will help others too.

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[16 May 2004|05:44pm]
[ mood | weird ]

i was reading someone's LJ and i just thought that i dont want help with.. this.
i mean.. if you try to help me stop cutting im gonna yell at your face. if you tell me to stop im gonna yell at your face. so its useless.. :P
and dont say "okay, just wait till you want help and ask someone to help you" coz im never gonna want help.
whatever i do i wanna do it on my own, even if it goes wrong. and this went so wrong.. but im not cutting now, havent been cutting in.. uh.. 2 weeks..?

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[14 May 2004|11:04am]
[ mood | crazy ]

hi i am new here and i have cut myself for a long time but i have recently stopped in the past two years for my boyfriend cause it really hurt him. now everything seems to bother me more and more and i don't know how to deal because i used to just hurt myself. i guess i am askin for some help and advice what should i do? i know if i hurt myself it might make me feel better and i would really upset and hurt my boyfriend. so what do i do? any suggestions? please get back to me if anyone as any ideas. thanks in advance!

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