x♥ i dont remember half of it
........ thats always a good sign.
x♥ i think i might quit smoking. im kind of fed up with relying on something else to calm me down.
x♥ im dirty right now. i think i need a shower. i have been in a hoodie and jeans practically all weekend. oh bust. i have on briannas hoodie :D
x♥ myspace is an addiction. addictions are spawns of satan.
x♥ my cell phone is getting cut off tomorrow. fuck. my. ass. so what.... i talk on it like all the time and my minutes are like 200 over....
x♥ maybe i should take my new meds.....or maybe not.
x♥ i hate going to see beverly. she makes me feel worthless and fucked up.
x♥ i have to go see wainer this week. and tell how oh so wonderful my new meds make me feel. because they fix everything....right?
x♥ college applications....wait...what?
x♥ i need to turn 18...so i can....wait. im quitting. FUCK
x♥ im getting a tattoo soon :P
x♥ i am not scene. i am MEGAN....im not even close to being scene...so meredith can SHOVE IT UP HER FUCKING ASS.... not that im bitter or anything....
x♥ candy's birthday was yesterday. i made her a collage. it made me really sad.
x♥ the fair is in town. i have no motivation to go and be around thousands of people.
x♥ i have to do this sculpture thing for school... that describes me. kate said i should do a broken heart. cheerup emofuck.
x♥ i think im going to go get in the shower. or maybe just lay here for a while.
x♥♥♥ bang bang baby. i wanna be dead.
on the way. to the shore. of california. babe. and i'll be fine. i have taken you back. for the last time. i wont set you free. i wont set you free. not to say its over. come right back to me. if you're gonna go. i'm giving you the key. but only if you go to mexico.
this song makes me cry.
it reminds me of summer.
and the beach.
and i miss melodie. so much.
why. i dont know.
she fucked me over. she left me twice when i really needed her.
but i leave my heart wide open to be slaughtered.
because. i love them.
all of them.
no matter how much they kill me.
because im hopeless.
i want to give up so bad.
i know i won't. maybe thats why they dont care.
im just some safe bet.
i'm betting im not.
with each day. i become more apathetic to their shit.