May 8th, 2007

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I feel like shit and really want to cut but I promised my boyfriend I wouldn't as long as he doesn't crack his knuckles and he has been true to his word...
But I still want to so badly... to just feel the pain and know that I can feel...and see my own blood spill out knowing that maybe I am alive deep down inside...
I'm going to keep my word, but I have a feeling only you guys know how hard it is considering that I suffer from depression.  My friends don't understand why I do it, but as cutters I know you have more of an idea than they do... I just need some suport from ya'll right now...
thanks
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