||[25 Aug 2005|11:41pm]
Damn it. I am so confused! I need help man. I need input.
I find myself in a position to be potentially involved in a relaitonship with a girl that I really don't beleive I have much of anything in common with. The sane
human being would probably look at this and say, "Right. Better not get
involved then." But for some odd reason, I thought it would be a good
idea to try out this new mindset where the individual actually gives
the rivers of flowing fate a fighting chance and allows themself to
find out where the fates may take them.
But now I have a serious moral debate raging in the dialogue of my own
head: What happens when part of those "fates" could potentially mean
hurting someone else? It doesn't seem right to simply react to every
emotion that is felt with the corresponding behavior. And, also, in
this mindset, where does one draw the line between simply persuing
destiny and actively participating in one's own life?
If anyone has any ideas on this subject (or if you just want me to shut up and figure this stuff out on my own) please let me know.