Does any one know of a chat room for instant support in case I start to really loose it? I'm afraid to call a hot line if I'm feeling particularly dangerous to my self. What if they find me? The place near where I live is awful. It took me a week after leaving to stop crying! I will fight tooth and nail to keep from going back! The thing is, all I need is someone to safely talk to when I feel that way. That is all I need. I can't do that with my family now. They are the ones that admitted me 2 years ago. I'm trying to go med free. My creativity is back, passion too. I don't want to loose it again.