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Ryan. [Wednesday
June 6th, 2007 at 1:26am]

halo_slipped
Ryan came to visit me last week because "he missed me," which I thought was very sweet. He flew in on Wednesday and I dropped him off at the airport on Sunday. I'm very sad and it gets worse and worse with each time we leave each other. On the very bright side this SHOULD be the last time one of us has to leave the other at the airport. Next time I see him should be when he's down here helping me move up there =)

I woke up this morning and I guess I could still smell him on my pillow because in the second between the "asleep" and the "wake" state, I could have sworn he was laying next to me. I wasn't happy when I realized he wasn't actually there lol.

There's really no point to this entry. Just some stuff I needed to get off my chest to some people who will understand hehe.
(2) XOXO

[Sunday
June 3rd, 2007 at 4:41am]

sarry777
matt's going to be here in less than two daysss

I'm so happy, it's been a long 11 months
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MOD - happy! [Saturday
May 26th, 2007 at 9:15am]

sarry777
hey guys :) these past few weeks have been very very stressful and eventful. I got out of school on the 24th, am going to buy prom tickets today, have to clean up my whoolllle house so Matt has a place to stay when he comes and visits, am planning on getting my permit tomorrow (which means reading a 200 page driving manual, yuck, and finding my ID), have all sorts of senior events next week (including prom), and am GRADUATING next Saturday - holy crap.

I did decide to post here quickly before prom comes because in less than a week I'm going to see Matt again!!!!!!!!!! I'm so psyched! It's been about 11 months :) since I last saw him!!!!!!!!

Good luck to all the couples planning to meet this summer! Unfortunately I gotta cut this off. I'm at a friends house and she's just about ready :-p
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[Sunday
May 27th, 2007 at 9:58pm]

seraphym79
Your name: Doesn't Matter
Age:              27

Location:     BC Canada
Your significant other's name: Doesn't Matter
Their age:    37
Their location: NY
How long have you been together? Approx. 3 mos.
Have you met in person?    No
Are you in a long distance relationship at the moment?  Yes
Before you got involved in this relationship, what did you think of online love?  I didn't, i thought it was preposterous.
Are you in love? If so, when do you think it happened?  Yes. About a month after talking  with Him
What are some of your hobbies?  Reading, SL, camping, Belly dance
What are some of your significant other's hobbies? 
What kinds of things do you both have in common/like to do together?  D/s, SL, Lifestyle
Give a brief summary of how you met : Random encounter in Myspace.com

Hello, i am new to LJ and this community, just wanted to introduce myself and see who was out there. I am losing my mind thinking about this online relationship thing, so any advice or comments are welcomed;) I met this person  when i wasn't looking, you know what i mean?  Things started out pretty 'normal' i guess, and then it got intense and heated very quickly. we both feel we are in love. Neither of us have had an online relationship before, and we are very far apart. i question whether the feelings we have online could be real? how could they be? Real or not, it affects my daily life just as if it were. It feels real. neither of us are in a position to move anytime soon, and i am at a loss of what to do or think about this anymore. What a cruel trick technology has played on us;) Any tips on how to sustain something like this over long periods of time? Or amazing stories of this kind of thing working out??
help!  ;)))
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Apart for our anniversary... [Sunday
May 27th, 2007 at 5:07pm]

pandabur_86
[ mood | thoughtful ]

Me and my bf's two year anniversary is coming up and we aren't going to be able to be together. I still want to do something special though. We plan on devoting the day to each other, but i have no idea what to do. I dont just want to sit around....i wont mind that, but it would be nice to be able to actually do something cute...even if we arent physically together. I was just looking for ideas....so wonderful people out there....any ideas??? similar experiences??? Its next weekend...well June 6th, but we plan on devoting the weekend to each other. 

Thanks in advance!

( sorry if you are seeing this more then once, x posted)

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I'm new! [Thursday
May 24th, 2007 at 1:31pm]

halo_slipped
Your name: Meghan
Age: 22
Location: FL
Your significant other's name: Ryan
Their age: 22
Their location: PA
How long have you been together? 8 months in 5 days.
Have you met in person? Yes.
Are you in a long distance relationship at the moment? Yes.
Before you got involved in this relationship, what did you think of online love? I knew it could work. A close friend of mine met her husband of 5 years (so far) in a role playing chat room. My mother met my stepfather in an AOL chatroom.
Are you in love? If so, when do you think it happened? Yes. Not exactly sure, but it did happen before we were officially a couple.
What are some of your hobbies? Video games, reading, drawing, hanging out with friends.
What are some of your significant other's hobbies? Video games, hanging out with friends, pen and paper role playing, skateboarding, snowboarding
What kinds of things do you both have in common/like to do together? Play video games (guitar hero ftw), watch movies, go out with either his friends or my friends depending on what state we're in, stay in bed all day =)
Give a brief summary of how you met (if it's long, put it under an lj-cut): Short story: World of Warcraft

Long story filled with WoW talk..Collapse )
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Stuck In A Pickle [Tuesday
May 22nd, 2007 at 9:14am]

isuxatlife18
[ mood | annoyed ]

I have a situation that I dont know what to do about. See I bought concert tickets for Sounds Of The Underground which takes place on July 13th which is a friday and it starts at 1:00 pm. The problem is that my BF all of sudden wants to buy tickets for the Nickleback show which is the same day as my show. Well I told him I would see my tickets but the problem is that I really dont want to because 1.) I told him a head of time that I was getting tickets for this show, 2.) I told him that I was buying tickets for this show when they go on sale, which I did cause they went on sale on may 11th and thats when I got them, and 3.) this was going to be the last concert tickets I bought for the summer but now since my Bf wants to go see Nickleback, I have to try and my sell my tickets. So it's a toss up between Sounds Of The Underground or Nickleback with TBA bands. Plus Nickleback tickets didnt even go on sale yet. I check their website yesterday.

So thoughts on what I should do. I really dont wanna go to that Nickleback show because I rather go to a mosh pit show and see bands that will kick my ass instead of seeing some stupid chick bands where you sit down like a bump on a stick. UGH UGH UGH

What should I do? Help me out?

Thoughts/Comments/Opinions?

(4) XOXO

Any Advice is Most Appreciated! [Saturday
May 19th, 2007 at 2:32am]

krazyactress
[ mood | confused ]

So I am new to this community and later on can do the survey, but I found this group tonight and am in need of some advice.

My story is that I met this girl my sophomore year of high school (I just finished my first year at college this year) through a website called COLAGE (Children of Lesbians and Gays Everywhere). I requested to get a pen pal, not thinking much of it and started shortly e-mailing with this girl named Sain who also has two mothers, like myself. Our e-mails went to IMs and then phone calls. She was so fun to talk to and I really enjoyed having gotten to know a great friend. Well in my mind she was a friend, but she started developing stronger feelings for me. She started telling me she wanted to date me which confused me because I didn't know how two people who had never met each other in person could date. But we just called/IMed/e-mailed more and were there even more for each other. While the distance always was hard for us we tried to make it work. Often we'd break up and then a few months later realized we both still cared for each other and start dating again. On and off, Sain and I have been dating for four years. I can honestly say I love her and I know she loves me.

And, I am SO SO SO stoked to finally meet her this summer for a week!

Sounds like a great story, right??

Well here's the confusion on my part. I recently was telling my parents and a few friends about our relationship and how we date and love each other but have never met. Well my parents and some friends too have told me they don't think we can really love each other and find the whole dating situation odd. I'm wondering if anyone else in this community has been met with people critizing their online dating and what they did. I wish that what my friends and parents said didn't make me question my relationship, but it does a little. Does that mean I don't love Sain as much as I think I do or just me sorting out the recent conversations I've been having??

Anyway, I appreciate any and all advice I can get.

Thanks so much and this is a great community!

Kati :)

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What We've Left Seems Right... [Wednesday
May 16th, 2007 at 4:22am]

tynshi
I haven't done this in a long while, so I'm going to explain to y'all why I've dropped off the face of the planet. I'm single. I'm utterly, believably, totally single. To be honest, it hurts like heck - not just being single, but knowing that there's still that guy that makes me weaker than anything {even though the guy I just broke up with about a month ago now wasn't him - ?} and he's not even going to acknowledge me.

Yea. Things happened between me and Tony. To make the story the shortest, I messed up this time: he started making plans, caring, and getting involved in us, and I ran. At the time, my best friend made a plea with me: "If you break up with him now, you can't go back. You don't need to keep going back to Tony." And she's right. But everytime I turn around, he's there. When I wasn't single, I could push all the thoughts out of my head because I had something to displace it with. And now, I have no reason to fight anything back except for the simple fact that it still hurts to think about him - and I'm not that strong.

As much as I don't want to admit it, she's right though. I don't deserve Tony after all of this. Honestly, I guess I should realize that it's not going to work after the last time but I'm oblivious to that truth. Even his best friend (from 15oo+ miles away) can still tell how unbelievably stuck I am. Which sucks, because at one point in this July, I'm going to be less than 3o miles from him again after all this dang time and there's not a freaking thing I can do about it. It's bothering me right now to think that I'm not even going to be able to talk to him.

If you'd like to, please pray that he goes to Otakon with us. No matter what, I really need to get things patched up on the friends level. That's totally understandable, right? To come crawling and begging back to him? So I need tips on getting over this guy I guess...

To end this bout of madness, does anyone have any good "help-me-to-wallow-in-my-own-pity" songs? 'Cause I wanna hear 'em right now.
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Lavalife [Monday
May 14th, 2007 at 12:40pm]

danaeris
[ mood | busy ]

Hello all!

I'm writing an article about Lavalife. I'm wondering if any of you fine peoples have used the site?

If so, did you notice if people were allowed to say that they are in an open relationship, or looking for an open relationship (or polyamorous) in the dating or relationships sections?

I see that people can say that they are already attached in the intimate encounters section, but not elsewhere.

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modddd --woooo [Tuesday
June 12th, 2007 at 5:50pm]

sarry777
hey guys I was bored and experimenting with my phone so here's a little audio entry that I made especially for our lovely community :-p

It's only about 40 seconds or so, but give it a listen :p I'm sorry I'm not talented enough to embed it within livejournal. (if anyone knows how, let me know so I can edit the entry and make your lives easier)

Yes, I am aware that I sound like I'm 5.

http://www.supload.com/sound_confirm.php?get=1261563842.wav
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I have been a bad little Livejournaler... [Saturday
May 5th, 2007 at 1:13am]

glitter_my_glam
I knooow, I knooow, I've been so crappy about posting, haha. My life has been a whirlwind of finals and moving out of my dorm and finding work, but things are starting to slow down again. Here's a super brief update on me and Lynds:

In March I went up to Canada for Spring Break. It was our first meeting, and it was amaaaazing. We went to Toronto, partied hardy at her friend's wedding, saw Gym Class Hero, and I harassed her dog Meadow, aka my bffe. Her mom is amazing and cried when I left, and I miss her terribly. But all in all we had a really good time.

A few weeks ago Lynds came here. We were supposed to see Fall Out Boy and the Academy Is... but Fall Out Boy consists of douchebags and rescheduled. We went to Disney for her birthday, she met my family, and we had a good time.

Sooo yes. Good times. We're doing really good. :) And since I'm too lazy to really post, here are some pitchaz.

You're a falling star, you're the getaway car. You're the line in the sand when I go too far...Collapse )
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Distance sucks [Thursday
May 3rd, 2007 at 12:40am]

fionaa
[ mood | depressed ]

My boyfriend bought me a ring. A really beautiful ring, cause he chose it for me (with my birthstone which matches not only my horoscope sign, but the month of my birth - amethyst). And this means too much for me, cause it wasn't gonna be just a gift, it was gonna be a really special gift. Steve didn't work for some years because of the accident so he wasn't able to buy me something before. So this time he worked hard to save up some money and get something for me. He showed me a picture of the ring, because he needed to know my size. But also he got me a necklace and earrings. He didn't show me them, cause he wanted it to be a surprise. He ordered them separately in the online shop and waited for all items to be delivered. So when finally he got everything he was happy to send it all to me. I was looking for the best post service and reading rules realized that jewelry are prohibited for my country to be send. And there is no way to send it, cause it will be confiscated in any case when it reaches the custom. It was a big disappointment for both of us. He was upset because he was trying so much to make something for me and much more I was upset, cause I couldn't wait for it, I was already dreaming how I would be wearing that ring. And other jewelry things...I even can't imagine how they look, I wanted to see them so much. He promised to keep what he get for me for a day when we meet (it won't be soon, maybe after a year, maybe after two). Sometimes when I remember about it I feel like crying, cause it's so unfair! Something like Gods do everything not to let us get closer. We can't meet, because I can't get a visa, because I'm in the critical category: I'm 20, I'm not married, I have no kids, I have only mom (no father, no siblings), I don't have real estate (this fact usually can help) and one more fact - my English isn't good at all (I mean oral). So people from the embassy think I'm an immigrant. Of course in the future I'm planning (or I would like) to immigrate, but for now I just want to see my boyfriend. Just for a while. You know, I don't have friends where I live. Over here. No one. I have some nice ones from the other city. They came to me this weekend. Last time I saw them was three years ago when I came to their city. And sometimes I think I'm cursed. Because people I really love and care are so far away from me :(

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[Wednesday
May 2nd, 2007 at 10:38am]

passionately
[ mood | groggy ]

A lot has changed since that last update, about Stephen and I. Yesterday those two girls came back over to his house while I was on the phone with him and he told them that he was on the phone with his girlfriend & the girl goes "again? god damn" so that was satisfying to me, and then he told them to go away. And they did. I talked about it a lot and voiced a lot of my concerns, but after that happened, I figured why bother. He doesn't seem shady about it, he told me exactly what has been going on without question, and it seems like we're moving on from it which is nice.

Thanks to everyone who read and replied, but to those who think Stephen is a little boy, you're right I thought he was too when he first told me, but believe me he had me believing he was 18 for a damn good while (probably 2-3 months) and ever since he told me otherwise, his personality has not changed at all. He had a tough life growing up and that certainly does mature people, I being one of them. Please don't pass judgement on someone you have never spoken to, I should have made things a little more clear. And for those who think I am going to get arrested for statutory rape, uhhh.. the way it works here I think is if you're 21 or over and you're dating a minor then you can get arrested, other than that it doesn't matter. He'll be 17 before I'm 21 and 17 is considered okay (I worked for sex offender registry) and not only that, but as far as I know it's different in Canada.

To those who stuck up for Stephen... you turned out to be right, and I was just freaking out. I'm pretty much over it and see no real reason to not trust him. Regardless of those lies, he has never lied about who he was as a person, personality wise. Age is a number, his mother has nothing to do with his life, and well, I nabbed his virginity! >:P Significant events in his life were never lied about. I met his dad, spoken to his best friend on the phone numerous times, and everyone in his household knows who I am because he's on the phone with me every free moment he has. I lived with him for a god damn week. I was just, like usual, over reacting.

Don't get me wrong, there are times where I have thought that he may not be mature enough to be in a serious relationship with someone, but I am his first love.. and to be honest, at his age, I was in a serious relationship with someone. Those who know me know about Bruce.. and we were together 3 and a half long ass years at that age, and if it weren't for really stupid shit we'd still be together. It IS possible. Generalized comments obviously do not pertain to everyone.

x-posted like usualllll.

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[Tuesday
May 1st, 2007 at 1:07pm]

passionately
[ mood | jealous ]

I've had this problem in every LDR I've been in, but it's different now because Steve is the first one I met. I figured I'd post what's going on in here and get any advice from you guys, since I'm sure someone else in here has gone through the same sort of thing.

Although I am 19 and well out of high school, my boyfriend is a bit younger than me and is still in school. For the longest time, such as when I went to visit him in March, he was out of school. He was taken out because he was very ill in the beginning of the year and he was going to miss out on too much school.

Recently, he moved to Edmonton with his dad's girlfriend and her children. He was unfortunately forced into going back to school because they have a law that you can't be 16 and be in 9th grade in Canada, otherwise he would get kicked out and have to pay to go to school. He'll be 16 in January, so he has until then to complete 9th grade. It has left us both incredibly stressed out, our time more than cut in half, and him too drained to really do too much with me. Not only that, but since he moved, even before he went to school, he's not around a lot more often and we constantly get interruptions because he's not practically living by himself anymore.

This is part of the problem, but not the whole problem..

For my whole life, I've been told by my father that you can't trust anyone. Everyone is just out to screw you over the first chance you get. At a young age, you really believe what your parents have to say, and unfortunately I have seen a lot of what my dad has said to be true. A lot of people in my life whom I thought I could whole heartedly trust, have screwed me over in the end. Stephen, as far as I know, never has, though he has lied about a few things. First, his age. At first he told me he was 17 going on 18, little did I know he was actually 14 going on 15. He said he only lied because he was falling for me and knew I would never look past his age. Then, he lied about his mother, she isn't really dead, she's just really fucked up and he never sees her, but he's dead to her. He also lied about him not being a virgin, because in fact he was one before I came over to his house, but when I first met him he told me he was not. So it's a little bit hard to believe some of the things he said, though his age is the only real big lie.

Now on to the problem. Yesterday while we were on the phone, after he called me when he got home from school, his little step brother to be Tyler came into the room and told him that the girl down the street wanted Steve to come over to her house. I was furious, because I'm an incredibly jealous person and because I have those severe trust issues. Steve said hell no in that disgusted tone that he has at times, and continued talking to me. I asked him what the hell that was about and he told me that some random girl ran up to him in school and hugged him and said "hey gorgeous" and then left. I was pissed because it's not like I can be there to be like "bitch, back off my man" or something like that, lol. I was slightly annoyed about that, well, more than slightly, but I soon forgot and carried on with the conversation. Then we had to hang up because I was at work.

When I got home and about an hour or two into our conversation, Steve's dad comes in his room and tells him that someone is at his door. I'm thinking oh my god it better not be that girl. It was another girl. She asked if he wanted to come over, and Steve completely blew her off. She asked who he was on the phone with and he replied "same person as earlier" and I was thinking to myself uhh, what? and when the conversation between him and her was over, I told him he needs to go the fuck to his room and he replied "I know I'm going now". I asked him what the hell that was about, he said it was a friend of that girl that randomly hugged him in school. I asked him who he told her he was on the phone with, and he said that she was following him on the way home and asked him to come over then, but he said he was expecting a phone call from his girlfriend. I don't know if I can believe him.

My biggest issue right now is what the hell is going on with these two girls. I mean, I sat there and bawled on the phone to him. As far as I know he's always been faithful to me... but my jealousy, my paranoia, and my intense fear of abandonment always leads me to believe otherwise. I can't stop thinking about it. I can't do anything without being suspicious and wondering what he's doing behind my back, all because of this. He assured me, promised me, swore to god up and down that nothing did and nothing will happen. I want to believe him, I'm completely in love with him, I lost my virginity to him and vice versa, we lived together for a god damn week! We have plans to get married in the future, he wants me to move to Canada temporarily to be near him, but I still can't help but be afraid he's hiding things from me.

Earlier because my suspicion arose, I checked myspace to see if he had more than that myspace profile that I know about (that he hasn't logged in since the day he got it, new years eve, lol) and it appeared he did, but it was completely blank and he hadn't logged in it in months, and it was created before the one I knew about was. I was thinking I shouldn't worry about it but I'm not so sure. The last log-in was some time in March, after the one that actually HAS things about us and me and him in it. I'm not sure what to do.

Congratulations if you read this, I really do need help, I wish I had friends in real life. :/

xposted like always, ldr comm & my lj

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*INCONTROLLABLE SCREAMING* [Monday
April 30th, 2007 at 9:09pm]

southernaccent
omfg, apparently this summer, Zach's family will be down in Louisiana a lot during the summer. Recently, one of his mom's good friends passed away and left them this small cabin thing at a camp in Louisiana. So that means I'd have a good chance to see him this summer and save all the expenses and troubles of a plane ticket with a 3 hour drive. And the real nice thing is his mother is willing to drive all the way up here to Mississippi. I brought up the idea to my mom, but since we haven't made any *official* plans, she didn't say much about it. I'll muster up the courage to talk to my father about it. If he's still delirious about him being some crazy axe murder, I'd probably plan for us to meet up at somewhere like a parking lot so he can see him face to face.

I couldn't sleep last night.
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MOD - Important [Sunday
April 22nd, 2007 at 4:11am]

sarry777
SarrI understand that this is offtopic and many of you may not be 100% happy with me because of this, but it IS about love. It's shown me how much love is in the world. It's shown me that we can all contribute and spread that love as each day goes by.

I have recently become aware of a boy named Shane Bernier. He is 7-years-old and he has acute lymphoblastic leukemia. He is to turn 8 on May 30 and he has one simple birthday wish. He doesn't want money or toys or anything the average 8 year old wishes for - he wants cards.

Shane wants to receive millions of cards. I am 100% certain that the current count is over 100,000 but I believe it's closer to 250,000 or higher now.

I am asking all of you to create a card for Shane, and ask your friends and families to do the same. Personally, I have bought and made over 100 cards for my friends, coworkers, classmates, family members, and customers to sign. I am asking community service groups at my school to make cards and specific classes as well. I am hoping to send at least 200 cards to Shane myself.

His address is:

Shane Bernier
P.O. Box 484
Lancaster, ON
K0C 1N0
Canada



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Eeeeeeeeeee [Saturday
April 7th, 2007 at 11:32pm]

classicawesome
[ mood | excited ]

One week today, I go to Florida for another visit with Alley. :D Our concert was postponed, which is teh suck but hey, I'm still going to be there. And we have Disney and Little Shop Of Horrors and IHOP BECAUSE WE DON'T HAVE IT IN CANADA!

So, I'm still pretty stoked. :)

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Well [Friday
April 6th, 2007 at 12:09am]

gothica_poesia
[ mood | amused ]

I haven't posted in ages.

Well, actually, i've only posted like the opening survey but i've kept up with other peoples stories and lives and figured that i'd post an update.

If anyone remembers, i'm the east coast girl with the west coast boy from warcraft lol. We started talking in november, christmas eve to new years is when we talked about me going to visit, january we talked about me moving there, february I turned 18, march was when I was supposed to move but it didn't work out.

Now it's April and i'm excited to say that on April 11th i'll be getting on a plane ride to Los Angeles where Kyle will pick me up and will be at my new home in Southern California.

We're pretty retarded, we know but we couldn't be happier :)

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[Wednesday
March 21st, 2007 at 11:41am]

passionately
[ mood | loved ]

So I did it. I actually came to Canada like I said I would. It's kind of pretty here. Rather freezing cold, but pretty. Being with Steve in person is amazing. Waiting that 4 months of being together before we actually did it was a smart move, it helped clear away a bit of the worry and shyness that I had built up before I arrived.

The plane ride was rough, at least the first one was. Apparently I get air sick and felt like I was going to throw up the entire time. Thankfully enough I didn't, and once I got back down on the ground I felt better. I found a little shop in the O'Hare airport in Chicago and got something for my motion sickness, called Steve, and found my way to the next airplane. That airplane ride was a joke. I didn't really feel anything, and just listened to my iPod the majority of the time. When I got on the ground, I had to go through customs. Easy shit. I don't know why people are complaining about the new airport security. It really didn't take that long at all. I showed my passport, and proceeded to go see Steve.

I'll never forget the way I felt when I saw him. I was shaking, and I walked up to him and smiled and gave him a huuuge hug and kisses. It was weird getting to know him physically, but I had seen him in pictures and on webcam a lot before we met. He took my things like a gentleman, and I went to the bathroom. I came out, called my mom, and then we were on our way to the car rental place.

The car renting was a pain in the ass. It cost me a lot of money and the car isn't so great. Oh well, it does it's job. We got lost on our way back to Ponoka, which is where he lives. Edmonton, where I came in, is about an hour and a half away from his house. He used my cell to call his dad and we eventually found our way onto the highway back to Ponoka.

When I walked through the doors of his house I was dumbstruck. He had cleaned it up very nicely for my arrival, and they're also moving in the near future. I remember kissing him, and kissing him passionately, and knowing that nothing could go wrong. We fooled around a little bit (>_>) and went upstairs to make dinner. He cooked me spaghetti and meat balls, my favorite, and bought me flowers and the dinner was by candle light. I had never felt so amazing in my 19 years. After dinner we kissed and cuddled and did all that cutesy shit, and then went downstairs to watch a movie and went to bed together.

From then on, so far we've gone to the movies, gone out to dinner, screwed (hey, I lost my virginity to the kid ;P), watched movies at home, cooked, got drunk, and just enjoyed eachothers company. I couldn't be more happier in my life.

I'm going home on Friday and I'm anticipating the amount of tears that are gonna fall from my eyes when I leave him. It's going to be hard going back to New York, it's going to be hard knowing that it'll be a few months before I'll be able to see him again. I won't be able to come back until summer time, unfortunatley, because of the amount of money it costs and again like I said, he's moving in the near future. We're going to have to go back to webcamming, talking on the phone, and playing online games together. I miss him already, and he's only over there sleeping.

I'm sure I'll end up posting pictures when I get home. He doesn't seem to have any USB cords around that fit my camera so I can't do that now.

I hope everyone's doing well, and I'll have more of an update at a later time, probably on Friday after I get home.

(x-posted to: my journal and LDR communities)

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