I should be exsatic, right?
But Im not... im so scared of what is going to happen when he gets here...
What if when he see the sides of me that cant be portraied on the internet and he freaks out?
What if he falls for someone else, what will I do?
What if he decides this was a huge mistake and moves home?
What if his parents freak out because Im white and he's black.
What if my parents (who dont know yet) freak bout because of the diffrent skin colours?
im so scared about it, i have stopped talking to him almost. We only e-mail now. Ever IM like we used to. I've tried to bring this up with him before.
BUT HOW DOES HE KNOW THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE OK!
Im terrofied about him moving here! Does this mean I dont really love him? I feel so awful for feeling like this... i dont know what to do.
Is there any thing that can ease my pain?