September 1st, 2006

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I can't get over not being with Brandon anymore.
It makes my life miserable. I cry all the time for no reasons, many times a day.
It's college, I should be having a blast, but I fail.
Ded.

Goodbye

I haven't been around in a while because I've been dealing with drama in my relationship. It has now ended. He confessed having stronger feelings for a female friend than he should and wanting to explore it. The wedding had been put off a long time ago...but we were working on our issues so this was a bit of a surprise to me. I don't really have the desire to stay here now. I would only bring negativity to the environment and I don't want to ruin your successful relationships and potential ones. So goodbye friends. Thank you for being there for me and sharing in my bliss when it existed. You've been great and this is a wonderful community. *waves* I wish you all the most happiness in the world.