online love

ok I'm just updating coz well I dunno actaully....

me and sawsi didnt get to talk in the end I think she's moved by now coz like she was moving today and its now like 5pm where she used to live.

I do understand though she must have been busy with packing and all.

I did want to say goodbye though but I never got my chance...

I cant stop looking at her photo's either I just keep looking at them.

I even have a veido of her dancing and I cant stop wacthing that either..She's a pretty good dancer...

I dont know if I will ever talk to her again because I think the chances are really small that we us will be on the same time as each other...

I dont think I can actaully live without her either I felt sudical last night I couldnt live through what I have been when Sawsi was here. it might have seen like u I took the break up well but I didnt really in real life I kept crying everyday and every night and whenever mum yelled sawsi came in my thoughts and I just cried...

ok well I have to go to bed now

night

~Sarahxoxox