March 1st, 2006

Mon Petit Ami Est Anglais!!!

Okay, much to update.

I used to be a member on an Inkubus Sukkubus website. This one guy contacted me, Nick. This was 2 years ago. We had a thing, but my mum found out and I was forced to tell him I never wanted to talk to him again and that I hated him, etc. etc.

He just messaged me last night. We talked for about 2 hours on MSN, and he connected his mic. I got to hear his voice. I realized I still had feelings for him, and I was very nervous to talk to him because I thought he hated me. He told me to fuck off last time we spoke, 2 years ago.

He would speak, and I would type back since I don't have a mic.

To make a long story short: Nick confessed he still had feelings for me as well. We had a 2 year period of not talking, and suddenly everything rushed back. Is that strange? He lives in Scotland now, and I live in the US. I'm afraid it won't work because I've never felt like this before.

I'm scared.
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