I love him, so more than I've ever cared for any guy. And it took me five flipping years to figure that out.
There is this technical glitch between us. It's the "you're-not-actually-in-a-relationship-w
And I know it's too early for Christmas- to exchange gifts at least. However, I recieved the best gift ever about two weeks ago. My best friend (in a ldr && online relationship with Tony's best friend) stopped me and swore that if I breathed a word of what she was going to tell me to Brian (her boyfriend) that she would be sorely upset with me. Of course, I won't- but that doesn't mean I can't write about it here. [Aren't you glad? ^_^?] Apparently, Tony and Brian had been talking and as norm, Tony asks if Brian has talked to me or Samantha. Then, between Brian and Sam, he said, "Does LeeAnn have a boyfriend?" Her: "No...?" Him: "Good. Then she's spoken for."
I talked to him today. A short conversation- his dad was arriving in 45mins- nevertheless, it reminded me of how utterly head-over-heels I am for him. Of how much I just wanted to jump up and scream- "HE'S MINE, YES, HE'S MINE!"
I'm sorry for rambling... I just felt like I need to explain myself. Tony is everything I'll ever want. And somehow... I have the impression that we will make things work for us. Christmas is a magical time- I won't get my hopes up too high- but I will dream. =D