October 5th, 2005

See you in hell

Well it will only take about a month, if even that until I either get really sick or actually die. Maybe even get sick then die. This is me being very serious. I went and tried to apply for medical assistance, and of course I am not qualified for it, I need to be on some other sort of help like Social Security which I was also denied froem because I am not crippled enough.So how the hell am I sapposed to get any sort of money? Applying at jobs isn't doing anything. So I guess all I can do is wait to die. Nothing else is workng. No I am not giving up just me trying isnt working, I will keep at it though I am going to keep failing of course. So see you all on the other side.