( ive been thinking alot about his section) Lets just say that he ( meaning roland ) comes here and u know we spend time together and stuff and he ends up proposing to me.( now he's not comming here till nxt year so ill be 18 . )
And i say yes- what will happen?, i think me whole life would change,
Would i go to college here?, would i not go to collage at all?, would I move to belgium, and go to college there, or move there and not go to college?
will i say no- and be unhappy and go to college and prob never talk to or see him again?
I have so many options- I know i should not plan this far ahead, but im just saying what if . I ve been thinking about this for about 2 or 3 weeks, and i cant come to a conclusion about things.
I know in my heart that I love him and that even though im in hight school yet-.... and i really havent met any of the other " fish in the sea" .. but i dont want to fine any other fish except the one i have now.
I think that sums it up.
but maybe im thinking to ahead... maybe.... this love will blow over... who know what my future holds except God.
Is this my destiny? was i ment to mean this person and fall for him ?
OOOO... ( back to the past , but not really) was i ment to meet cam ? is cam my soul mate or was that my mind playing tricks on me? is my mind now playing tricks on me>?
HOW DO I KNOW ABOUT ANYTHING ANYMORE???????????????
Well whatever i guess ... I guess ill just keep thinking?
o, question to people- how do u ask for a promise ring and/or how do u know if your ready for a promise ring?