July 25th, 2005



im not happy anymore... i've been holding it in all day.

a year ago today he stole my heart. a year ago to today... i had my first kiss... a year ago today i felt the full force of love... a year ago today i had my heart shattered... a year ago today i cried so hard i couldnt move.

a year ago today i met my Stephen in real life and my entire life changed.

i wanted to talk to him so bad today. to fisnish smothing out the rough stuff and just tell him how much i love him. but i couldnt. no matter how i try to be with him something always tugs me away.

but nothing is going to keep me away from him anymore... he is coming here to me and nothing will keep us apart...
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    Kotani Kinya - Time in my heart