April 9th, 2005


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Does anyone else have this "problem"?

I've become completely dependent on phone calls with him... A year ago we'd only call once a month, maybe, but now we call just about everyday. The problem is, I have free long distance, but he doesn't (except on weekends and nights) on his cell. He's not even supposed to use the phone on weekdays, but he does anyway to talk to me.

I feel bad because the other day he got caught on the phone and his mom made him call me on his home phone instead. Matt got completely silent because we've never talked on his home phone before.

It's not necessarily a problem... but like... I neeeeeed to hear his voice all the time, I can cry with him on the phone, and I feel closer to him.. I dunno..