Anthony thinks that I dont make any attempts to go see him. I dont have a fucking car, so I just cant get up and go. When I ask my parents for the car, they say no. it's not my fault that they wont let me use the damn thing. They the boyfriend says that I dont make sacrifices for him. What the hell am i supposed to sacrifice. I have nothing to sacrifice, I dont do anything. I am trying to find a fucking job and do something with my life. I am trying to get registered for classes so I can finish with my BA degree in Digital Recording Arts. He just wants me to pack up all my shit and move in with him. he wants me to transfer schools so I can be near him. I wont have a way of getting around.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this is just so frastruating. I have no idea whats going on or whats going to happen. I just dont know?
so I leave this entry with a song, enjoy
We love our tragedies.
We're both broken in our own little ways
We're broken, but we fit together just right
You know I saw the black inside your eyes
I saw they were eclipsed by mine and they looked just right.
When our lips meet, will you know me then
And will you want to know it?
It feels like I've known you for so long.
When our lips meet, will you love me then
and will you ever know it?
It seems like you've known me for so long.
I love your analogies.
We're both crazy in our own little ways
We talk about the future and our past lives.
I know I loved you then.
I know I'd love you now.
I know I'll love you then.
I know I love you now.
But you can't have everything you want when you want it.
I will be everything you want, when you want it.
Wait for me. Trust for me.
Fall for me. Even when you don't know you're falling for me.
Will you fall for it? If it should, it'll come around again.
But don't wait for me. And don't trust in me. Don't fall me.
Even when you know you're falling for me.
When our hearts meet, will we make it then.
Will we even notice that they are eclipsed?