I'm so scared, and it's all my fault.
I want to die, and I ruined his life. His life is fucked and it's all because of me.
Just because he has some strange views on things...I had to open my fucking mouth and now I'm afraid I've lost him.
He said he'd contact me when it's safe, and that he loves me. And not to be scared for him. I'll fight for him, I'll lie for him. I'll do whatever it takes to protect him.
I'm so fucking scared right now because I know I could get in for the same thing...