So yes! The fic I had posted about earlier is called "S.O.L.D.I.E.R" and it is by Silver Rayne and it was on Intrinsic Desires. Now, the problem is, I still can't get said fic. If anyone has this fic, if anyone knows Silver Rayne, essentially if there is anyone who would be able to provide me with the fic, please tell me so that I can have it emailed or something, please. I really enjoyed it and all. Thanks much ^_^!