i don't want you guys to take this the wrong way, but i'm leaving the community. i'm not leaving what is left of our friendship in anyway. it's just that none of these posts have included me as of lately and when i read that, it really does hurt. i'm not going to say that i don't understand why, because i really do. i understand it completely. but it still hurts, a lot. so i'm going to do what i think is best and leave it. i'm sorry.