why? why is it that i feel like this? kinda like , nothing is fun anymore. like nothing is worthwhile? i cant get away from this feeling. it's eating me up inside. things i once thought were "cool" i just dont care about anymore. thats the problem i guess. i just dont care about anything. or anyone. they ask me if im okay, but they dont care either. is it because of all the missing bits of care and niceness? is that why im suddenly like this? im so tired of putting up this fucking facade of happiness. if i dont care, why should they? fuck it, its not worth it.
hey. im new. i figured id join, i dont have anything to do. do you people actually slash yourselfs? it IS rather messy... and it leaves visible marks, which ive found to be the leading cause of unwanted adult attention. i just pierce my ears again when i feel like doing something like that... just listening to three day's grace today, the song that goes "no matter how hard i try/never satisfied/this house is not a home/ ithink im better off alon/ you always disappear/ even when your here/this is not my home/ithink im better off alone" that is like my personal fucking theme song.wonderful dark lyrics are better.. like translations of Rammstein... you should read some of my poetry, its awesome...somebody is telling me to get off the computer...fuck off, prick...later.
I hate people who think they're so great, just 'cause they dyed their hair the colour that's in fashion! I hate people woh think they have the right to comment on other people's lives, when they don't have the empathy level of CHEESE. I hate people in general.
hey i just joined. umm...i have a hell of a lot of over angsty friends (ranging from paranoid skitso's, to eating disorders and drug problems...yey the fun of going to an arts school...) anywho i was bored and just thought i'd introduce myself. I also have problems with self harm, and eating problems... but in good news, i play bass guitar.