June 1st, 2008

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So I'm back here so it's not going well. I thought I was out of the dark, but it always seems to get me and everything seems like shit again. It seems like my whole life has been terrible, which doesn't make since and therefore just makes me angrier. I feel like the worst person and think the most heinous thoughts and hate myself for it. I really feel like I'm drowning here, again!! Like what the hell is the freakin point if all I'm ever going to feel is shit. I've tried practically everything and nothing seems to work. Can anyone suggest something that totally worked for them, tips or what not? I just would love to stop beating myself up and live in the real world rather then the small terrifying space that is my mind.