he tells some girl-friends of his that he loves them, he wants them, they're so beautiful, he misses them, he wants to hang out..
i thought he just meant it in a carefree way and really meant it when he said it to me
but now i think i'm just another one of those
and who knows, maybe he makes out with them too and then just goes about his day..?
god, i hope not.
i hope there's something different about me.
i hope he meant it when he kissed me...
i'm afraid of telling him how i really feel.. but i want to establish a real relationship with him.
i'm afraid he just thinks i'm cute and is just teasing
i'm afraid he doesn't feel the same as i do
i dont want to be his friend that has intimate nights with him occasionally and acts like it never happened.
i want him. all of him. officially.
and i want him to want me too.
ANY WORDS OF ENCOURAGEMENT? I WANT TO BE HIS. AND I WANT HIM TO BE MINE.