i know you want to "us" to stay friends, and you dont want to give "us" a chance, but im going to need a hell of alot of time to get over you. i think it would be best if i cut off all contact until i can be "just friends" with you. right now, it hurts too much. i wonder, though, why wont you give "us" a chance? why do you let me kiss you? why dont you just tell me, straight on, that you dont want any "relationship" out of this? why must you keep hurting me?
confused & hurt,