I want to die. I've been trying to tell you for so long and this shit? is an act. I've changed. And I'm scared. I'm lost and I'm falling. And you're not here anymore to wipe away my tears. And I hate you for it. I hate to love you. And I hate to care. Look past my hyperness and horniness. Look into the soul I'll so willingly give you, and see how MISERABLE I really am. Jerry, I want you to save me, don't you see?