December 14th, 2007

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Dear mum & everyone I suppose,

I am getting soo good at pretending to be happy when I'm not that I'm actually scared of it. I hear this really cheery happy voice coming out of me and it's believeable. I don't want to add to your worries so I'm going to have to keep it up, but the point is it's scary.

I am happy in general, I mean everything's pretty good - everything except family stuff. And that's really a big thing.

Confusing =/

Lisa
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