Ihate you because I can't hate you and it's tearing me apart. I hate not being able to sit and laugh with you in the hallway by the stairs. I hate not being able to hold your hand and tell you how much I love you. I hate staring at you from across the room and holding back the tears. I hate thinking about you everytime I hear those songs and I hate the fact that I'm not going to be able to love until I get you out of my life.. unfortunatley, I don't think I am getting over you any time soon, and it scares me.. because I'm holding on to nothing and I just can't do this anymore.
I love you.