i am finally out of debt. thank fuck for student loans. it is sunny and i am happy
also the new Bright Eyes album " Cassadaga" is really good, not as good as i'm wide awake its morning though...
why can't i get myself out from underneath this guilt that will crush me
oh the irony.
... i wasnt lieing. i meant it when i said i missed you a lot. but.. in a way.. i guess im glad you couldnt come. thank you. for begging me to come home. it made me feel a little better about everything.
it made me feel wanted. and missed. thank you. ill be home in a couple of weeks. at least someone will be happy for that ha.
now back to my art dungeon :] i have a deadline to make for my exhibit!