I'm living in your letters.. Breathe deeply from this envelope

To the boy with the beautiful brown eyes,

I've known you for 6 days. I told you I don't love you, but I lied. It's completely and utterly insane, but I don't care, because I do. I can't tell you this because you'll push me away. I think you have a problem. You're completely obsessed with sex to an unhealthy point, and this is coming from someone who enjoys sex quite a lot. But you're a real person past that. I don't think most people take the time to see past it, but you're messing with the wrong girl if you think I'm one of those people. When we're just talking, I soak in every word because you're a completely different person when you're not horny. And you know what else? I think you love me, too. You'll never admit it because you're too stubborn for your own good. You are a Taurus, afterall. But we have potential. And as long as there's potential there, I'm going to keep fighting for you. Because, hey, I can be stubborn, too. And I haven't wanted anything like this for a long time. I'm going to make this work. Even if you do push me away, you'll never forget me.

Sincerely,
The first girl you'll ever love.

Dear Ian,
So i jumped to conclusions. Actually i took a step and there conclusions were. You do like me. You kiss me and smile at me and take me out to tea. BTW I love Pear Tea at Tealuxe. Maybe after a bad day at school we can go there again. Anyway...
stop
making
me 
feel
good.
I might actually believe i deserve it.
Never Mind.
Don't.
From,
That girl who loves to hold onto you while we cuddle in your bed and talk.