April 5th, 2007

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this isn't as easy as it looks. believe me. i miss you a lot. but thats why i cant come back yet. because it still hurts how much i miss you. and thats how i know i'm still not ready. i wonder if you miss me? this was all just too much. all at once. you have to understand. i need my time to let everything that happened settle with me. I need to accept everything. Most of all, i need to accept not being with you. and thats going to take some time. please understand.

i met someone today.