December 26th, 2006

(no subject)

you wanna know why I don't take medicine anymore? really? 'cause I overdosed before ok. I just wanted to be better. better all over. So i took so much. then went to bed. When I woke up my throat had closed over. & I couldn't breath. Scary btw. I didn't want to die.
So yeah. I don't like medicines anymore. Deal with it.


& you.
This is your decision, I want you to take all the time you need. I don't know if I would trust those people again. They were awful to you. But if you miss glasgow so much then move up here again, just not into a flat with them. Find someone new. Or live alone. Can you do that?
You gotta get a job. Get on track. Why not go to college or something? It might be fun.
I dunno. It's your life. Your decision.
xxxlove you.