I'm living in your letters.. Breathe deeply from this envelope

And suppose I never met you
Suppose we never fell in love
Suppose I never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft
Suppose I never ever saw you
Suppose we never ever called
Suppose I kept on singing love songs just to break my own fall
Just to break my fall


ready. set. ice.

I'm going to do exactly that. Nothing but watch. Take that you two. Two Three can play that game.

Watch me do nothing about nothing. Just watch. I'll do it. And I'm gonna be fucking GREAT at it.

i want to spill my guts to you so bad
but i cant bring myself to it.
in the end i will lose everything, if i keep playing this game of head versus heart. and i know it, but i cant stop. i think maybe i need to see a professional about this.
"your bones are so tiny, you are so tiny. i was just wondering how you lasted this long?"
"probably because my brain is bigger than my heart"
"but i said i would save you from everything bad"
"why would i ever believe something so foreign?"
dont brush my hair back anymore, it only worsens my human condidtion.

Dear you,

I miss us.
I miss my nook.
I miss the way you used to put your arms around me and I would feel like nothing could hurt me.
I miss the way it used to be. Is it my fault cause I left? I thought you knew I had to go and it would be ok.

Im sorry x