I'm living in your letters.. Breathe deeply from this envelope

Actually, I am NOT sorry. Fuck you. Fuck you fuck you fuck you.
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I'm happy with myself. I'm enjoying myself. If you can't accept that then thats your problem. Worry all you want, I am NOT going to change for ANYONE ANYMORE! So sick of that.
I'll still see you. We'll still be friends. How can we not be? But...I'm not going to stop doing what I am doing.
I like getting drunk. I like acting the way I do. Otherwise why would I bother? See the logic.

dear boys.
i have a problem. so im going to take a break from you and stay single. ive done it before and i can do it again. i need to reassure myself that i can still be a powerful strong woman. not just a gushy round-eyed giggling girl. becuase as much fun as it is, it makes it a lot easier to get hurt. and thats happened enough these past couple of months. so, im just going to take a break and when im good, i know the boy that waits will still be there. I dont need a shoulder to lean on. I know that.
love girl.