November 26th, 2006

(no subject)

It seems like all I am is writing about you. But I am. So apparently you have a girlfriend now. Who is only a year older than me. Hmmmm it seemed to me that you didn't want a relationship with me because of our age difference. Reality check asshole: One year isn't that much of a difference. 

And I can't help but think that it's YOUR own damn loss, because quite frankly, your girlfriend is disgusting. And from what I hear from all of these guys, is a slut. 

I'll be the first to admit I'm jealous. You have these pictures of you and her kissing and laying in your bed and driving in your car, all the things that we almost did. But that's about as far as it got. I am so much prettier and better for you than her. Maybe this is a sign to let you go, because your actions have disgusted me recently.

I'm going to try and let you go, and I'm going to give Scott a chance.