November 2nd, 2006

maybe i should forget you.

but then again, maybe i've tried and failed.
maybe i miss you everyday.
maybe you'll never know.
i mean,
it's not like i'd do anything to be in your arms...
remember that one day? on my bed? we were cuddling, but sort of entwined. you were everywhere. i listened to your heartbeat.
i miss you.
i miss your smell and your laugh. your handsome smirk. your beautiful eyes. your touch. you.

maybe i'll im you right now.. you'll tell me your about to sleep, it'll be ok tomorrow morning.
except i'll still miss you.
just thought you should know...
but this time, i won't be forward enough to tell you myself.
  • darklas

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wow. I slept with you. Didn't see that one coming did we. Was nice though. So...were are we now? Are we still just friends? Was it just a one night thing? Or is it going to be anything more? I think I'd like it to be something more. I think. I'm not sure. I don't even know you that well.
Why did we do it? I wouldn't take it back though.
I wish I knew what you were thinking. I'm seeing you in a few days. I guess I'll just see what it's like then. If it's gonna be awkward. I hope not. But then...we are both pretty shy. I can see it going badly. I hope it doesn't. If nothing else I want us to be friends.
Well I'm cold. I'm going to go.

Miss you.

Linzi. xx