October 22nd, 2006

(no subject)

dear you,
my pillow still smells like you and it makes me happy =). last night was so amazing, i can't tell you how happy i was. i love you so much. i don't know if i'm moving too fast for you, and i'm worried about that. you can tell me if i am.. i can't tell if you care or not. i never felt this way about anyone before. you saved my life.

(no subject)

Please stay clean.
For me as much as for you.
And, yeah, it would be so much easier for me to hate you.
I almost wish I could.
But I love you.
And yes, you deserve that.

I think about you every day.
I hope you don't think like that about me.
And if we get to hang out next month...
you're gonna have to be the strong one.
Even though part of me doesn't want you to be.

My Eskimo:
4 DAYS!!
Stay strong.
See you soon, I really hope.
It'd be nice to be real friends again.
Or for once.

I wish you never met her.
You were way cooler when you were single.
But I'm glad you're coming home.