October 10th, 2006

(no subject)

dear you,
i wanna kiss you so bad, but i'm too scared =/. i don't think you want me to, even though everyone says you do. they could be lying and i can't really know the truth unless you talk to me about it, but you never do and i don't think that's going to change any time soon. i'm scared to ever make a move on anyone again, after him. i like you and i'm scared of rejection. you definately like her a lot more than you like me, and i still love him.. but i think i always will and i can't help that. neither of us are probably ever going to get another chance with them, so why not have eachother? the only thing is.. after we break up we'll probably lose a great friendship, and i don't know if i'm ready to risk another one.
-me