[Before the gold and the glamour have been replaced,
Another sun soaked season fades away]
I complain about everything and do nothing about it
I've turned into the sort of person i didn't want to
I love him but when i talk to you it makes my heart hurt.
music has started not to make me feel.
I hate talking like this but i just needed to say. somewhere.
Last night, like the night before I sat up til 3am crying my eyes out over you.
Im so confused right now and I really dont know what to do.
Before saturday it was all okay.
Then I met this other person and its put a reality on everything.
One day were gonna move on and it might be sooner rather than later.
Yesterday when you were fast asleep next to me it hit me that the idea of losing you again would break my heart.
I lost you 6months ago, we just got back on track and now im losing you and its my fault.
I really need to talk to you but im so scared that if I do thatll be it.
Youll be gone and nothing will be the same.
Your the one person I can say I gave everything to.
Just dont know how long I can keep this going anymore.
This is killing me sweetie. I Love You.
Dear Other Boy.
Sorry but my heads too messed up to deal with you right now.
Yours really lovely, and if it was another time then you would be perfect.
Your more than cute.
You are a bitch, easiest way to put it. One of these days you will be told off and slapped, and I am going to do nothing to stop it. You deserve everything you get because what goes around comes around. You are in for the worst karma in the world, and I can't wait until it sneaks up and bites you in the ass.
PS-You aren't even that "popular". Everyone is just afraid of you so they don't turn you away. Wake up.