Garrett, I want you so bad. It feels like every inch of me is bruised from the ache and pain. If I had it my way, it wouldn't have gone so fucking far, but it did, and I can't rewind life, and maybe I don't want to because I've never felt like this before, even though it hurts with every breath I take, I think I would do it again...actually, I know I would do it again. You are the kind of boy that a girl never gets over.
The Crocodile Hunter, I just wanted you to know, you're my hero and because of you I care so much about animal welfare. Thank you for everything you have done for this world. Your passion will continue to burn on. But I still think, Why did you have to go? I wasn't ready for it. I don't think anyone was. I still don't believe it. Everyday I hope I wake up and you were really just climbing Mount Everest or something and it's all just a horrible rumor. I thought you were invincable.