July 25th, 2006

[cramps]

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Dear Ian,
I hardly know you at all. Really. I don't know your exact age, I don't know your last name. I've only seen you two, maybe three times in person. But I think you're really cute. Everything about you is so charismatic, it attracts me to you more than anything. That's it I guess. I just think you're the cutest thing on two legs. I usually don't even go for blondes.

Dear Nicolai,
When I broke up with you, you really were getting on my nerves. But lately, all I can think about is when we were together. I was never attracted to you phycially, but the way you made me feel and the fun we had is something I just haven't been able to replace. I wish you were at least speaking to me. We broke up civily, both unsure about anything and promising we'd still hang out and be friends. I guess I was just too naive to realize that no one really keeps that promise but me.
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dear dean,
i hope things will go better for you. i miss you, and i wasn't mad when you left yesterday. i promise. i just want to hang with you soon, because id love to talk to you about just random stuff. i hope you won't be disappointed in the choices i've made, but i thank you sincerely from the bottom of my heart for all your advice and i promise it is always in my head, even if what i do may not go along with what you think. because i know you're right, i'm just not ready. thank you for all your support through everything though and i'm glad that we're friends. i put a picture of us in the frame you gave me, it looks super cute. it's from prom last year. it fits perfectly. i was gonna put a picture of you and kels in there since it was heart shaped [and us in a heart shaped frame kind of weirded me out haha] but i'm glad i didn't. cuz of yeah. but i miss you a whole bunch and i hope we can have a senior night...the four of us sometime soon. because you three keep me sane. i will always be here for you if you need me, and my ears are open if you ever want to talk.
love, mickie

dear cate,
thanks for chilling with me tonight, i had a really great time. we have always been able to talk like no other and i love it. i love it so much. you are one of the best friends i have ever had and i am so grateful to have you in my life. thank you for helping me get us unlost and for petting cute doggies with me. i'm so glad that after all these years nothing has changed and that we can always be honest with each other. always. it's pretty freakin sweet. i love you to death, thank you so much for your friendship.
love, mickie

dear zach,
i miss you a lot. i've realized that you really are so much of my life. i feel so alone without talking to you these past two days and without hearing your sweet voice before i've gone to bed. i hope you're having fun with your grandparents and your mom...i know they're talkers so i understand you probably haven't had a minute to call or anything. but i hope to hear from you soon, and i can't wait to see you again. i really really miss you and i want nothing more than to hold you right now. i love you so much baby. goodnight.
love, mickie