June 4th, 2006

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Dear N

I wish I could forget you. Everything you do hurts me. When you don't reply to my messages or whatever, i feel hurt...and I feel stupid for feeling hurt. I don't know what to do anymore. Why do i always have to make the first move for everything? It's ok if you want to forget and let go of everything. Just tell me so i can too.


Dear Me,

Why are you still holding on when you know that it's all in the past now?