May 22nd, 2006

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i was going to write you a letter, and i noticed you just wrote one, so i guess that means you do still read this.  i have no idea who yours was directed to, it really doesn't matter.  i doubt we'll ever be friends or anything, but i wanted to apologize.  i've been a total bitch to you this past near year and a half.  i'm not saying that i'm ready to be on good terms or anything.  but i've been a bitch, i've known it the whole time, in the back of my mind i've known that it wasn't justifiable but i guess i didn't really care.  i also realize that in this apology letter i'm still being a bit of a dick, but it's a start right?  but yeah, i'm sorry for being such an unbelievable bitch to you, alot of that was me being mad at myself and taking it out on you.  i'm sorry for being a bitch, you really didn't deserve that. ~connie