May 4th, 2006

(no subject)

Dear You,


I've been a bad, bad girl. I've been careless with a delicate man. And it's a sad, sad world when a girl will break a boy just because she can. Don't you tell me to deny it. I've done wrong, I wanna suffer for my sins. I've come to you cuz I need guidance to be true. And I just don't know where I can begin. What I need, is a good defense, cuz I'm feeling like a criminal. And I need to be redeemed to the one I've sinned against, because he's all I ever knew of love. Heaven help me, for the way I am. Save me from these evil deeds before I get them done. I know tomorrow brings the consequence at hand, but I can't keep living this day like the next will never come. Oh, help me, but don't tell me to deny it. I've gotta cleanse myself of all these lies til I'm good enough for him. I've got a lot to lose and I'm betting high, so I'm begging you before it ends-- just tell me where to begin. Let me know the way before there's hell to pay. Give me room to lay the law and let me go. I've gotta make a play to make my lover stay, so what would an angel say? The devil wants to know.

I need to be redeemed to the one I've sinned against, because he's all I ever knew of love.


-Me.

(Thank you Fiona.)