April 19th, 2006

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i can't do this like i thought i could. i think we made a mistake, i want you back already. i can't see even pretending to be happy with anyone else. maybe this summer things can get fixed

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dear M,
i know im pushing you away, causing you lots of greif and worry. really i dont know what im doing. and whether we are together or not, im afriad of making a mistake. i push people away, and ive pushed you away so far that i dont even know how i feel about you. i know thats a horrible thing to do. i know youre thinking a lot about the future, and i know this whole mess is all my fault. so feel free to blame me for your heartache. feel free to be angry at me, i dont blame you. i blame myself because i did this to you.
-andie;
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