April 15th, 2006

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Dear self,

Its quite amazing how you can continually do this every night. What the fuck is wrong with you? How did it even happen tonight? The familiar feeling of self loathing is coming back, I knew it wouldnt be long before I'd need a reason to feel like this. I hope your happy self, you must love to see me suffer.


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dear self,
you are a moron. i dont really know how you could do this to him. you dont even know if you love him anymore. and i know pieces of you still love him. make up your fricken mind. you are only making this worse in the end. you will hurt him if you continue this.

grow up.

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