You need to face reality.
"Instincts are misleading, you shouldnt think what you are feeling"
why can't I just feel one way, and stay that way? I am sick of being confused...
I think you're being irrational. Do you have true feelings for him because if not you should get out now. 2 months is not a long time, yet he is in love with you and wants to be with you. He puts up with things other people wouldn't. He's good for you, but are you good for him. hanging with other people that you may have feelings for is not the smartest. if you don't love him back, you shouldn't say it. Do you even know the difference anymore? You've said it back so many times, do you feel it or just make yourself believe it? He says he knows that you love him; he says love is a verb. How are the things I do for him considered love, when love is a deep emotion. don't lead him on. he is too good for that, really he is everything i could want, almost perfect, yet i sometimes feel something is missing. if you didnt want to be with him, you would be able to leave him, right?
Dear perfect boy,
I'm sorry if I end up hurting you.