March 21st, 2006

I am not a puppet.

Person,

We got too close for comfort .
I will never be happy if I'm being controlled entirely by my feelings for another.
I don't ever want to be that attached.
I need moderation.
I need equal understanding and effort.

-Me
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Dear Jasper,

On behalf of the faculty, staff and students of the University of California, San Diego, I congratulate you on your admission to Revelle College as a major in Communication! UCSD is one of the nation's most outstanding universities, and we look forward to welcoming you to our campus.....

Mae W. Brown, Assistant Vice Chancellor
Admissions and Enrollment Services


THE BEST LETTER I HAVE EVER RECEIVED. :)

connor O

songs

These 2 songs have a lot of meaning.. Its insane..

Pretty Girl- Sugar Cult

Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out what his intensions where about

And that's what you get for falling again you can never get him out of your head
And that's what you get for falling again you can never get him out of your head

It's the way that he makes you feel
It's the way that he kisses you
It's the way that he makes you fall in love

She's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and he killer instinct tell her to be aware of evil man

And that's what you get for falling again you can never get him out of your head
And that's what you get for falling again, you can never get him out of your head

It's the way that he makes you feel
It's the way that he kisses you
It's the way that he makes you fall in love

Pretty girl
Pretty girl
Pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out you can never get him out of your head

It's the way that he makes you cry
It's the way that he's in your mind
It's the way that he makes you fall in love

Accross Five Aprils- A year from now

Complete and total adoration
My gift to you, my heart was yours.
In ten weeks you shaped it,
And one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest, and laid at your feet,
The first step you took was the worst.
Since then you've walked a thousand miles in silence and short remark,
And I still have these memories,
But we'll never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember. Cause that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory,
We'll never make another memory.
I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
This time I thought things were real.
You said they were.
What happened?
You were a priority,
Was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
You knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm sorry that wasn't enough.
So we'll go our own ways,
And hopefully you'll remember the things I've told you,
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
But I guess I've learned from this.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake,
I just wish the story didn't end this way
Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?