March 10th, 2006

this is the last song i'll ever write about you </3

I must say i'm sorry that i never walked away from you
But i've done all that i can do
And i spent all night
Down by the waters edge
Dragging the lake
Trying to find the corpse of our past mistakes
But just like last time, i came up empty handed

Though how can i write something to capture everything we never had
You used to make my heart skip beats
But now you just twist my stomach into knots
There's no use taking when talk is cheap
And i'll pretend it never ment a thing

This story is just going nowhere
And it's getting there pretty fast
All the narcotics in the world
Just couldn't dull my senses now
And i'm going to change everything that's wrong with me
I hope as that part of me dies, you die too
And you'll miss me before i'll ever miss you

I guess I should have known better
That i'd walk away defeated
I've said it before
I just can't take this anymore
And this time
This time i swear i mean it
This time i swear i mean it
This time i swear i mean it
This time i swear i mean it
Ohh this time i swear i mean it

We're just out of time
And as usual, it's pretty hard to breath
It's easy for one to grow tired
Of your broken spine and far reached reasonings
You live for your excuses
And i'm just one less person to care if you end up dead

I often wondered how you could still make my heart break
You always knew how to make me come completely undone
It was never fair in the least bit
I've spent to much time begging
For someone to take it and make it okay
And. . .

I will never make the same mistake
The same mistake again
I'll keep my walls drawn tight
The bleeding paper thin
I've cried my last tears
Cos i can't convince anymore to fall from these eyes
You wanted it, so along with i can't stand you
Here is the goodbye

I guess I should have known better
That i'd walk away defeated
I've said it before
I just can't take this anymore
And this time
This time i swear i mean it
This time i swear i mean it
This time i swear i mean it
This time i swear i mean it
Ohh this time i swear i mean it

tommy,
this isn't just goodbye.
this is i can't stant you.
love,
becky
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